[ In a dream office, seated on his desk watching an unfamiliar face lingering near the doorway–
Across a dinner table, taking notes and teaching him to breathe–
On the edges of the woods, a bird perched on his shoulder–
In a dream once more, shielded from destruction by bones and unshakeable resolve–
Side by side on the floor of his office, a meal from another reality spread out before them and an attempt made to cross a bridge he couldn't yet let form–
Leaning back against the couch, the last true smile he ever saw on his friend's face–
Facing one another like a standoff, begging to be set free–
Sat on the castle couch, sobbing in his arms–
Posing together for a camera, after an admission he never thought he'd begin to make–
Pacing around the office, hard truths honestly stated–
In a circle of lantern light, souls bared–
Sprawled out in the grass, maybe you're just me from another reality, maybe I'm you–
Napping together beneath the tree, just the first time of many–
At the training grounds, power shared and a plan devised–
With a younger version of him who desperately needed a friend, again and again and again and again and again–
Rushing into battle, heart on fire to save a life–
In the rubble, catharsis shared–
In the labyrinth, powerful and destructive–
Under a cover of darkness, planning for a future once they returned to the past–
Eren is there.
Has always been there.
Has not been there in more than two weeks.
I love you too much and I just can't help but wonder where else I might have met you before and you're one of the most important people there is and I took you to The Paths to say goodbye and you're all I've got and there's nothing anyone could do to make me stop trusting you and I don't need you to save the world and
when we go, we'll go together. ]
I just can't accept that you're really gone.
Across a dinner table, taking notes and teaching him to breathe–
On the edges of the woods, a bird perched on his shoulder–
In a dream once more, shielded from destruction by bones and unshakeable resolve–
Side by side on the floor of his office, a meal from another reality spread out before them and an attempt made to cross a bridge he couldn't yet let form–
Leaning back against the couch, the last true smile he ever saw on his friend's face–
Facing one another like a standoff, begging to be set free–
Sat on the castle couch, sobbing in his arms–
Posing together for a camera, after an admission he never thought he'd begin to make–
Pacing around the office, hard truths honestly stated–
Sprawled out in the grass, maybe you're just me from another reality, maybe I'm you–
Napping together beneath the tree, just the first time of many–
At the training grounds, power shared and a plan devised–
With a younger version of him who desperately needed a friend, again and again and again and again and again–
Rushing into battle, heart on fire to save a life–
In the rubble, catharsis shared–
In the labyrinth, powerful and destructive–
Under a cover of darkness, planning for a future once they returned to the past–
Eren is there.
Has always been there.
Has not been there in more than two weeks.
I love you too much and I just can't help but wonder where else I might have met you before and you're one of the most important people there is and I took you to The Paths to say goodbye and you're all I've got and there's nothing anyone could do to make me stop trusting you and I don't need you to save the world and
I just can't accept that you're really gone.
Edited 2024-10-01 02:08 (UTC)
cw suicidal ideation? i guess?? listen they're both worryfrog
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[He doesn't really realize that he's doing it. That he's following someone because they smell-
Delicious.
Mostly because if he thinks about it for too long, it gets weird. That being said, he is a little hungry, though it's less for flesh of the living and more for their magnetite. Either way, the point remains. Eren is being followed.
All while Kazuya is trying to figure out just why this guy looks so familiar.]
Delicious.
Mostly because if he thinks about it for too long, it gets weird. That being said, he is a little hungry, though it's less for flesh of the living and more for their magnetite. Either way, the point remains. Eren is being followed.
All while Kazuya is trying to figure out just why this guy looks so familiar.]
BB wants to know, from the seme-rizz-master himself, what is his type of person? It seems like you can totally bag anyone you want, and BB is just curious what certain people call to you, ya know~♡?
[ It shouldn't surprise Maruki that they've been spending as much time together as they have, but it does. It seems that unless someone else is actively courting Eren's attention, his natural gravitation returns him to Maruki's side.
He certainly isn't complaining – it's the most welcome relief after those weeks spent tearing himself apart while soothing everyone else. It's almost an honor, in fact. But a surprising one all the same.
To that end, Eren seemingly has nothing better to do tonight than to hang out with him, and Maruki is all too happy to oblige. He has Eren seated as the bar counter in the machiya kitchen, just as he was that first afternoon, but this time he's been made to watch Maruki cook up a storm.
It's different than cooking for Thermo. That's about quantity and efficiency. In his own kitchen, with familiar ingredients, Maruki can take his time to craft something truly delicious. Okonomiyaki is far from fancy, but it's not something he's been able to make for Eren before– in fact, there were shockingly few times that he cooked for his best friend at all anymore. They ate lunch together daily, so that took precedence, but still... It seems like a strange oversight.
He leans over the counter with a spoon of okonomiyaki sauce, holds it out for Eren to take. ]
Taste this, please. Tell me if it's too sweet. I can never get the ratios quite right, and since it's your first time having this, I want to be sure you like it.
He certainly isn't complaining – it's the most welcome relief after those weeks spent tearing himself apart while soothing everyone else. It's almost an honor, in fact. But a surprising one all the same.
To that end, Eren seemingly has nothing better to do tonight than to hang out with him, and Maruki is all too happy to oblige. He has Eren seated as the bar counter in the machiya kitchen, just as he was that first afternoon, but this time he's been made to watch Maruki cook up a storm.
It's different than cooking for Thermo. That's about quantity and efficiency. In his own kitchen, with familiar ingredients, Maruki can take his time to craft something truly delicious. Okonomiyaki is far from fancy, but it's not something he's been able to make for Eren before– in fact, there were shockingly few times that he cooked for his best friend at all anymore. They ate lunch together daily, so that took precedence, but still... It seems like a strange oversight.
He leans over the counter with a spoon of okonomiyaki sauce, holds it out for Eren to take. ]
Taste this, please. Tell me if it's too sweet. I can never get the ratios quite right, and since it's your first time having this, I want to be sure you like it.
[Video: this thing. Gliding around, eating dirt. Because this is the kind of thing you send your boyfriend who’s been through hell and came back to a different flavor of it, with only the following for context:]
BB gave me this. I thought it was funny.
[In the video, Aubrey whistles like she’s calling a dog. The roomba slowly turns around, indescript buttons glowing ominously… and then makes a singsong noise, complete with a music note bubble hologram.
[Fucking amazing.]
Move - I think I heard that goddamn cat. When I find her, she's out. Don't bother -
[And as he turns the corner to find the source of said Random Fucking Noise, that may or may not exist outside of his own paranoia, he stops. Halts. Dead in his tracks with package of Fantasy Kitty Treats gripped in his fingers. Korokke leisurely following Akechi, like she's gonna get a snack at the end of this. It's not for her!!! It's to find this other little shit, but-
There's Eren.
Just fucking there. He's over often enough for Akechi to be on guard, but not at this hour. Not this late. This is an abnormal new time to have the guy here and boy, despite the smile plastered on his face, he's not happy at all.]
Oh, you're staying for dinner? That's a pleasant surprise. Did you run out of food at your other homes? There's this company called Thermo - I'm sure you don't remember, but-
[OH HE HEARD. SOMETHING. OH HE HEARD A NOISE. NEKO-CHAN, he's coming for you.]
Regardless, it's nice to see you. Could you both move for a moment? I have to check something.
[And as he turns the corner to find the source of said Random Fucking Noise, that may or may not exist outside of his own paranoia, he stops. Halts. Dead in his tracks with package of Fantasy Kitty Treats gripped in his fingers. Korokke leisurely following Akechi, like she's gonna get a snack at the end of this. It's not for her!!! It's to find this other little shit, but-
There's Eren.
Just fucking there. He's over often enough for Akechi to be on guard, but not at this hour. Not this late. This is an abnormal new time to have the guy here and boy, despite the smile plastered on his face, he's not happy at all.]
Oh, you're staying for dinner? That's a pleasant surprise. Did you run out of food at your other homes? There's this company called Thermo - I'm sure you don't remember, but-
[OH HE HEARD. SOMETHING. OH HE HEARD A NOISE. NEKO-CHAN, he's coming for you.]
Regardless, it's nice to see you. Could you both move for a moment? I have to check something.
[ Ever the homemaker, Maruki pokes his head out from the kitchen to see where Akechi's run into Eren.
Sees the bag of treats.
Sees Korokke winding around his legs.
: ) ]
Ah, you just missed her, Akechi-kun. She ran out the side door and hopped over the fence.
Sees the bag of treats.
Sees Korokke winding around his legs.
: ) ]
Ah, you just missed her, Akechi-kun. She ran out the side door and hopped over the fence.
[Continued
Akechi texts late. Almost midnight by the time he gets around to it, though it was at the forefront of his mind. He spends his day-
Doing nothing. Eating dinner. Attempting to find a cat that he's convinced doesn't exist again and-
Then they're in the bathhouse - no one else in the facility, steaming hot water a reminder of a day spent here with the younger version of Eren not that long ago.]
I'm happy you could make it. It's been some time since we did this - our house has a bath, but I can't get it as hot as this facility does.
Akechi texts late. Almost midnight by the time he gets around to it, though it was at the forefront of his mind. He spends his day-
Doing nothing. Eating dinner. Attempting to find a cat that he's convinced doesn't exist again and-
Then they're in the bathhouse - no one else in the facility, steaming hot water a reminder of a day spent here with the younger version of Eren not that long ago.]
I'm happy you could make it. It's been some time since we did this - our house has a bath, but I can't get it as hot as this facility does.
[It can be hard learning a new kitchen space, but it's something that puts Akira at ease. It always has, even back during the first days that he moved to Leblanc. Now, with the situations with both Akechi and Maruki... it's probably something he needs now more than ever.
The pantries are well-stocked, at least. He hadn't really known what to expect from either of them, but it seems like at least one or both must cook fairly often... Enough to have a good stock of supplies and a good arrangement of equipment.
He looks around. Nobody else is with him here, except for the cat watching him with careful eyes from a short distance away. Assessing him, most likely, til she feels comfortable with him; he's a stranger that just arrived in her house, after all.
...Akira should probably try to get comfortable here too, though. He'd thought about it yesterday, but he's decided now. He'll cook breakfast for them. Things may be complicated, but he's up before (seemingly) anyone else. It's the least he can do. It seems like there's enough to scrounge together for curry, so...
It's quiet as he goes about his work. There's a peace to falling into the familiar steps, even if he's unsure if he should be worrying about the ingredients at all. His new housemates seem to be living here and eating the food, even if it's cognitive, so Akira isn't going to think about it too hard. What he is going to do is grab a cup and see if there's any coffee to make. Akira turns-
and
in the corner
Shit-
[It's hissed out between his teeth, his body jerks, his elbow goes out-
and curry splatters all over the ground.
There's a long stretch of silence. Akira doesn't move, hand tightly clutching the mug in a death grip, waiting to see if the man will move instead. Or speak. Or at least stop glaring.
But he can't stand leaving that mess on the floor. Akira needs to move, he needs to do something, so he finally moves the slightest centimeter and says-]
Are you having breakfast here, too?
The pantries are well-stocked, at least. He hadn't really known what to expect from either of them, but it seems like at least one or both must cook fairly often... Enough to have a good stock of supplies and a good arrangement of equipment.
He looks around. Nobody else is with him here, except for the cat watching him with careful eyes from a short distance away. Assessing him, most likely, til she feels comfortable with him; he's a stranger that just arrived in her house, after all.
...Akira should probably try to get comfortable here too, though. He'd thought about it yesterday, but he's decided now. He'll cook breakfast for them. Things may be complicated, but he's up before (seemingly) anyone else. It's the least he can do. It seems like there's enough to scrounge together for curry, so...
It's quiet as he goes about his work. There's a peace to falling into the familiar steps, even if he's unsure if he should be worrying about the ingredients at all. His new housemates seem to be living here and eating the food, even if it's cognitive, so Akira isn't going to think about it too hard. What he is going to do is grab a cup and see if there's any coffee to make. Akira turns-
and
is a man glaring from the shadows.]
Shit-
[It's hissed out between his teeth, his body jerks, his elbow goes out-
There's a long stretch of silence. Akira doesn't move, hand tightly clutching the mug in a death grip, waiting to see if the man will move instead. Or speak. Or at least stop glaring.
But he can't stand leaving that mess on the floor. Akira needs to move, he needs to do something, so he finally moves the slightest centimeter and says-]
Are you having breakfast here, too?
[It's
He doesn't bring it up or acknowledge it. Refuses to. It's irritating, frustrating, and low on the list of priorities to deal with. He doesn't need or want someone acting like a guard dog - he is the chained up bodyguard. Eren can't provide shit for him and-
It still rings in his mind, sometimes. In the rough, tempered steps against the dirt trail. In the silence between every loud exhale. Echoing around the sounds of nature that try to fill in the gaps of their comfortable morning routine.
He doesn't give a shit anyway - pushes it from his mind as a sudden bitter chill hits his back. It jolts him back into the moment - makes him slow down until he's standing still halfway through their well trekked path to Starlight Cliff.]
Did you feel that?
normal.
Despite a lingering memory of a staunch defender Akechi never asked for in the early morning hours, in hushed whispers between two people whose likeness Akechi was never able to fully shake.He doesn't bring it up or acknowledge it. Refuses to. It's irritating, frustrating, and low on the list of priorities to deal with. He doesn't need or want someone acting like a guard dog - he is the chained up bodyguard. Eren can't provide shit for him and-
It still rings in his mind, sometimes. In the rough, tempered steps against the dirt trail. In the silence between every loud exhale. Echoing around the sounds of nature that try to fill in the gaps of their comfortable morning routine.
He doesn't give a shit anyway - pushes it from his mind as a sudden bitter chill hits his back. It jolts him back into the moment - makes him slow down until he's standing still halfway through their well trekked path to Starlight Cliff.]
Did you feel that?
[ Maruki doesn't even wait until he's back home. The second he walks away from BB, the message gets opened up. ]
BB wished Vaeros back into power when she got that carnival.
Do with that information what you will.
BB wished Vaeros back into power when she got that carnival.
Do with that information what you will.
[He feels
He takes it with a clinical edge. Notes it. Sets his phone against his chest to figure out where to proceed from here. Maruki is likely getting sentimental. Eren will be angry. Akechi doesn't care. Enemies should be kept close and BB leashed herself to him long ago. There's no need to worry about it wavering - doesn't want it to, more than ever, because he'll make her pay for this shit someday.
Not now.
Absolutely not now because with that clipped text-
She has made herself incredibly goddamn useful. Far more than Akechi thought a false human could be.]
Noted.
This is good news for us.
nothing.
The text comes through and Akechi may as well be reading the weather. BB wished Vaeros back into power - a betrayal to those around her and something he knew would happen from the moment they all made a haphazard, unspoken pseudo-alliance. There was no trust between them to begin with, so there's nothing to lose with this information.He takes it with a clinical edge. Notes it. Sets his phone against his chest to figure out where to proceed from here. Maruki is likely getting sentimental. Eren will be angry. Akechi doesn't care. Enemies should be kept close and BB leashed herself to him long ago. There's no need to worry about it wavering - doesn't want it to, more than ever, because he'll make her pay for this shit someday.
Not now.
Absolutely not now because with that clipped text-
She has made herself incredibly goddamn useful. Far more than Akechi thought a false human could be.]
Noted.
This is good news for us.
also cw a little dehumanizing language lmao what is happening
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[ Sent quite literally 10 minutes after arriving at Dolph's birthday party: ]
Where are you? (。•́︿•̀。)
Where are you? (。•́︿•̀。)
( On Christmas Morning, Basil drops off a small box with a hand-knit blue-colored sweater for Eren. It's wrapped in a box with floral wrapping paper. Inside will be a note wishing Eren a Merry Christmas, and thanking him for everything that he's done. )
[ Maruki wakes up much earlier than normal; even with a human heater next to him, the windmill during a perpetual snowy night is cold, and sleep is hard to come by.
His back aches despite the rather nice nest Eren's made up in the loft, and he muffles a groan into his friend's shoulder as he turns onto his other side to bury in against his chest. ]
It's freezing...
[ Mumbled, groggy, and definitely hyperbolic. He's just a little chilly, but sometimes he likes to whine. ]
His back aches despite the rather nice nest Eren's made up in the loft, and he muffles a groan into his friend's shoulder as he turns onto his other side to bury in against his chest. ]
It's freezing...
[ Mumbled, groggy, and definitely hyperbolic. He's just a little chilly, but sometimes he likes to whine. ]
[This was too big for Stringbean, so Luz brings it herself, straight to the house, and makes sure to put in a place where he would see it. Its one big package with a note attached.
Upon opening the package, he will find a canvas painting of Eren himself, half in the face he worse, and half in the werewolf form that Luz remembered him changing in, having done it up by memory, and kept Eren with his serious expression. In the background she drew an impression of the farmhouse, how it looked back in the war torn Somnius.
With it is this note.
Eren. I hope that you like this painting.
When I see you, I see these two parts of you. I know there are more, and I might find them someday, but today, these are the things that I remember most of you: the way you look now, one side that is the wolf.
The farmhouse at that time, for obvious reasons.
I hope you have a good holiday, and I can see more of you this year.
Love you, Luz Noceda.
Upon opening the package, he will find a canvas painting of Eren himself, half in the face he worse, and half in the werewolf form that Luz remembered him changing in, having done it up by memory, and kept Eren with his serious expression. In the background she drew an impression of the farmhouse, how it looked back in the war torn Somnius.
With it is this note.
Eren. I hope that you like this painting.
When I see you, I see these two parts of you. I know there are more, and I might find them someday, but today, these are the things that I remember most of you: the way you look now, one side that is the wolf.
The farmhouse at that time, for obvious reasons.
I hope you have a good holiday, and I can see more of you this year.
Love you, Luz Noceda.
[So he has no idea that there is any kind of holiday going on, only that everything is giving gifts... and large socks were somehow involved- and who would he be if he didn't jump on the gift train!?
So Eren, or course, is one of the special people receiving a gift! Just very casually he gets handed a large red sock with a live (and very angry) frog in it, with a "here you go!" and then heads on his merry way to deliver the gift of angry amphibians in socks to the unsuspecting.]
So Eren, or course, is one of the special people receiving a gift! Just very casually he gets handed a large red sock with a live (and very angry) frog in it, with a "here you go!" and then heads on his merry way to deliver the gift of angry amphibians in socks to the unsuspecting.]
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