[The weight against his shoulder isn't forced off. It's allowed for however long this affair lasts -
Four movies worth, or whenever they both sleep.
As this next one starts, there's a sense of fascination in Eren's voice. One he isn't accustomed to. He doesn't hate it. Finds himself tilting his head to the side, cheek brushing against Eren's head to speak softer than the title playing in the background.]
We've managed to go to space in my reality and take photos there. Earth, other planets, stars, galaxies. Most corners of the universe unexplored still.
[His head straightens back to its original position - tries to see where they're going first in this little movie.]
It may go into it. Though right now it's - South America? It looks like the Rainforest, in any case.
That's right. Someone told me that before...[Eren's voice is quieter than Akechi's, lips barely moving as he mutters. His eyes are fixed on the screen. The amazon rainforest is, indeed, on screen - an aerial view that soars up, up, up.]
It's huge...
[He glances at Akechi, but only his eyes move, and it isn't enough. He still can't see his face. He looks back at the screen. The scene has changed.]
Look at that bird. [A parrot, bright and colorful.]
[Eren's eyes are fixed on the screen, its reflection alive in them. His fingers scratch idly at Akechi chest, over his shirt.]
An ant?
['That can't be true,' he wants to say, but he believes him. He doesn't think Akechi would lie to him - not about this sort of thing, anyway. What would the point in that be?
[It's an odd trust. What he's seeing could all easily be fiction, too, but he doesn't want to believe that.]
[If no one acknowledges the touch, it's not happening and can continue. That's the way they operate.
A head on his shoulder, fingers grazing across his chest - Akechi only slouches a little to force Eren's hand right under his collarbone.]
No - not at all. I've only read about it online and found its existence fascinating. Its bite-
[The narrator begins to speak about it. It's a stinger. Akechi waits, listens, watches the little creatures form large lines across the rainforest floor and-
More birds, sprawling and colorful and soaring into dense canopies that block out the sky.] I stand corrected, but still - the narrator forgot to mention its sting targets human pain receptors that cause intense agony. That's why it's so potent in people - it's meant to harm us and other such predators.
[Something that small being able to incapacitate something that large is awfully apropos of who happens to be watching, but if Eren makes that connection, he pushes it away. Tonight, he'd rather think about insects and painful stings. He turns to press his cheek more firmly, more warmly against Akechi's chest, fingers still scratching.]
What I wonder...
[He could ask something existential, maybe, philosophical, or...]
Would my regeneration ability be able to stop pain like that?
[In the glow of a television, the drone of a neutral narrator, and a warm heavy heater against his chest-
He entertains the thought with a low, exhaled hm. Not annoyed. Thoughtful. Considering the possibilities and-]
Since you feel pain, I imagine there's a distinct possibility it may not. If it only targets pain receptors and activates them, your body may not understand it's 'injured' so to speak.
[And to prove that point, Akechi raises a hand to Eren's face and pinches the skin along his jaw. Doesn't let go, much like a bullet ant with a grudge.]
How does your body react? Can you tell if it's trying to heal nerve or wound itself?
[The pinch barely feels like anything - honestly, even a bite that feels like a bullet wound wouldn't bother him too much for too long. It's hard to tell whether or not his body is really reacting at all...]
I can't tell. I guess it can't heal with you still pinching the same spot like that. It doesn't really hurt anyway.
[Dismembered, beaten, sliced up, cooked alive in a large body meant for him alone and set to fight wars against merciless enemies-
No, a pinch won't hurt Eren. Akechi keeps his fingers tight against his jaw anyway. Uses that leverage to tilt Eren's head side to side in slight, short movements. As if playing with him. As if seeing what he can get away with and it's always, always more than Akechi would ever allow to happen to himself. There's no limit. He tries to find it anyway.
And as the narrator shifts topics and travels to vast deserts with animals that live in the difficult climates. That survive despite it all -
Akechi rests his fingers against Eren's chin-
Slides them up to his lips, feeling breath and skin along his fingertips and-
Pinches his lower lip with his thumb and forefinger. ♥]
[No one halts his breath like Akechi - not in this reality, not in any reality. This is all it takes - less, even. Eren stares up at Akechi, deep pools of green, filling with black. His lip is pinched firmly between Akechi's fingers - he tries to wrap his mouth around them anyway, tongue curling between.]
[Eren reacts with a different sort of attack. Not an unwelcome one. Not an unwanted one. There's a reason Akechi picks Eren's bed over his own. A part of him wants it to end in a mess when he does - he doesn't particularly care what kind, but-
Akechi can't pull his eyes away from the show that turns his way - voice dead in his own throat, a narrator droning in the background. Somehow, Eren's breath is louder than all of it.
A tongue urges his fingers forward and Akechi obliges with a slow motion over the front of his teeth. Halfway in, resting on his canines, both fingers spread over his tongue. It's a dare to bite. An attempt to see what happens next.]
cw: nsfw this time idc if they're fully clothed and barely touching
[Eren doesn't bite - presses down a bit, yes, just for some grip, but it's his tongue that really does the work. Eren laps between Akechi's spread fingers as if they were a pair of legs, tongue dipping into the webbing. He reaches up to grab Akechi's wrist, grip light, but steady. His tongue fucks that space until Akechi's hand is dripping wet, small sounds of want eking out of Eren's throat.]
[The action repulses and thrills him. Subservience happening without request, without question, makes him go still in bed. Only his fingers twitch when Eren's lapping tongue wraps and pushes into his bare hand again and again and again.
The narrator's voice drones until it fades into a high pitched noise only Akechi can hear. Wet smacks of tongue against flesh, short bursts of another sound that make his head lower until the heat of Eren's breath hits his face.
He doesn't want to make a mess. Doesn't want to clean up. Doesn't want to leave the warmth of this bed to shower from an inevitable shared touch.
But he wants to hear that. Wants to feel that. It's a mocking, cruel tone that leaves his lips next.]
You truly will take anything. Desperation suits you.
[Akechi's wet fingers pull free of Eren's mouth to touch his lips, tilt his chin upwards.
He wants to watch. Wants to test the limits. Wants to see Eren's full expression when his fingers move back into his mouth - forceful, deep, all the way to his back molars and along his tongue. The spread, touch, and move back to rest partway out of his mouth. Shove in again with little warning. ]
You'll pay if you bite me.
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[Eren might bite. He loves to bite. He bites without meaning to, without thinking; angry, terrified, thrilled, clamping down.
[Not yet, though. Desperation suits him. Akechi is slowly fucking his mouth, and as much as Eren might want his punishment, he doesn't want what's already happening to end. His breath is thin, voice choked back, too soft. He keeps ahold of Akechi's wrist, bobbing his head to take his fingers deeper until he has to breathe through his nose instead. Beneath soft pants, his cock twitches hopelessly. He knows Akechi wouldn't be kind enough.]
Akechi could force his fingers down a throat until Eren pukes up whatever good will remains between them.
It's the thought that excites him. That he could. That Eren would take it. That he might hold a grudge and make his future death agonizing, a fight brutal.
Eren takes him - all of him. Akechi keeps his fingers in, doesn't fight the grip on his wrist. Runs his fingertips along tongue and molar. Keeps his eyes focused on a bobbing throat, wet lips.]
What a sight you are.
[It's a taunt. It's cruel. There's no affection hidden in quiet voice, less in the way his own mouth rests against Eren's ear.]
Keep quiet - if you make any noise, I'll make sure it's your last.
[So easy. It would be so easy. He jerks his hand back, rough and against his teeth and-
Shoves it back with equal force - choking, painful, he's tempted to send his fingertips further every time. It's only the potential mess that stops him. Makes one leg curl around Eren's to trap him in place - his knee rubbing against Eren's groin, unintentional. He isn't kind enough.
His own breath comes out choppy short bursts against Eren's ear. The TV drones. Akechi's fingers don't stop their erratic onslaught and neither do his words. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you a whisper, a chant, louder than the narrator traveling across continents and worlds with them so close together. Akechi wants Eren to only hear him.]
[Akechi asks him to be silent; impossible. 'What a sight you are,' starts it before the warning can stop it - Eren, groaning, all but whimpering, with his hand still gripping Akechi's wrist.
[He's punished in kind, eyes flying open wide, as his mouth - his throat, nearly - is relentlessly fucked with Akechi's fingers. Of course he gags, of course he chokes, but he keeps himself from spitting Akechi out and making a mess. He doesn't want Akechi to stop for any reason, trying even to make the grinding against his leg as subtle as he can--
[It's useless. Eren gags and sputters and whines and humps at Akechi's leg with full force, hooking their legs together to keep him closer.
[Please, he thinks. If Akechi would just let him come, just not pull away, cruel. Just let me come. His free hand curls anxiously in Akechi's hair, tugging. Please, just let me come.]
Akechi wonders if a part of his own mind has snapped. The writhing, gagging, choking man breathing, whimpering, moaning against his skin - he can't take it. There's something in him that fundamentally rewrites itself when he's tangled against Eren's body. He wants more. Akechi's own breathing feels heavy, suddenly. He wants to dig fingers into every part of Eren's body until a bruise sticks for good.
They need to be quiet. Have to be quiet. Akechi doesn't want Eren to be quiet.
But he silences him anyway. Akechi's nails scrape against the inside of Eren's cheek as a warning. He pulls back against the grip around his wrist, with fingers grasping his own hair. His wet fingers slide over Eren's damp lips and-
Akechi replaces them with his tongue.
Eren will take what he wants with every grind against Akechi's leg. Akechi will seal that debt with every breath out of Eren's mouth. He wipes his hand against Eren's cheek, as if he's nothing more than a rag to him.
Some organisms thrive on decay spoken in the backdrop of a long forgotten movie, the TV's dull hum only feet away, but sounds like it's across the Machiya at this point. Some organisms thrive on decay and Akechi thinks that might be a pointed attack, as he devours Eren's mouth like a starving man.]
[Akechi gives, and Eren can't hide his gratitude. The taste of the other boy's tongue makes him groan in relief, his hips jerking ravenously against Akechi's thigh. He knows to be quiet - felt that warning, and moreover can only be obedient in the face of what is so clearly a gift.
[Akechi wants it too, and for once, he isn't making Eren fight. Eren groans again, a pitch higher, blissful as he comes, his fingers tangled in Akechi's hair. Warmth spills beneath the layers between them, but Eren only pulls tighter, wraps his legs tighter, whimpers louder--
[He can't hold too tight. He kisses Akechi's lips, because he knows they're about to be ripped away. He loosens his grip...]
[Desperation leaks out - between their lips, through fabric. He can't take it. A puppet with strings pulled too taut, Akechi's own gyrating hips are an escape from it. He doesn't want to get as worked up as Eren. Refuses, even as he moves against him at a slow, methodical pace and-
Eren comes - keeps Akechi close and tight against his warm body. Eren comes and starts to let go, as he should. As he knows to do. It's what they do when this situation happens. Pretend it never occurred and move on with their day.
He's tempted to continue - his body wants to. His mind wants to. His lips press against Eren's again and again like he can't stop, but-
It's not what they do and he refuse to reek of the same want that Eren exhibits. He's better than that. Always will be. A moment alone will solve this and he can do that later, after the movie, after he calms down, after it becomes an inconvenience instead of a want.
He lets out a low, steady breath against Eren's cheek and peels himself free from their tangled up grip. It's quiet. So quiet and then-]
We should rewind. [Steady. Calm. Pointed.] We missed vital information.
[Eren lets him go, but he doesn't go - not right away, and Eren's body jerks with the impulse to hang on tighter.
[After that, Akechi is gone. Eren swallows down a lump in his throat, heart racing in his chest, legs rubber. He doesn't know if Akechi will let him get close the same way they were when they started the film. He won't try right away, but...
[If there's any chance at all that he'll allow, Eren will take whatever inch of touch he can get. Keeping his distance feels as impossible as an impermanent death. He'll stay the night if he can.]
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Four movies worth, or whenever they both sleep.
As this next one starts, there's a sense of fascination in Eren's voice. One he isn't accustomed to. He doesn't hate it. Finds himself tilting his head to the side, cheek brushing against Eren's head to speak softer than the title playing in the background.]
We've managed to go to space in my reality and take photos there. Earth, other planets, stars, galaxies. Most corners of the universe unexplored still.
[His head straightens back to its original position - tries to see where they're going first in this little movie.]
It may go into it. Though right now it's - South America? It looks like the Rainforest, in any case.
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It's huge...
[He glances at Akechi, but only his eyes move, and it isn't enough. He still can't see his face. He looks back at the screen. The scene has changed.]
Look at that bird. [A parrot, bright and colorful.]
It doesn't look real.
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[The parrot moves to fly with small, colorful flock - the visuals shift to waterfalls, abundant forests, predators lurking therein.]
Did you know there's an ant that exists in this place whose bite feels like a bullet wound?
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An ant?
['That can't be true,' he wants to say, but he believes him. He doesn't think Akechi would lie to him - not about this sort of thing, anyway. What would the point in that be?
[It's an odd trust. What he's seeing could all easily be fiction, too, but he doesn't want to believe that.]
Have you felt it?
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A head on his shoulder, fingers grazing across his chest - Akechi only slouches a little to force Eren's hand right under his collarbone.]
No - not at all. I've only read about it online and found its existence fascinating. Its bite-
[The narrator begins to speak about it. It's a stinger. Akechi waits, listens, watches the little creatures form large lines across the rainforest floor and-
More birds, sprawling and colorful and soaring into dense canopies that block out the sky.] I stand corrected, but still - the narrator forgot to mention its sting targets human pain receptors that cause intense agony. That's why it's so potent in people - it's meant to harm us and other such predators.
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What I wonder...
[He could ask something existential, maybe, philosophical, or...]
Would my regeneration ability be able to stop pain like that?
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He entertains the thought with a low, exhaled hm. Not annoyed. Thoughtful. Considering the possibilities and-]
Since you feel pain, I imagine there's a distinct possibility it may not. If it only targets pain receptors and activates them, your body may not understand it's 'injured' so to speak.
[And to prove that point, Akechi raises a hand to Eren's face and pinches the skin along his jaw. Doesn't let go, much like a bullet ant with a grudge.]
How does your body react? Can you tell if it's trying to heal nerve or wound itself?
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I can't tell. I guess it can't heal with you still pinching the same spot like that. It doesn't really hurt anyway.
cw: violent thoughts
[Dismembered, beaten, sliced up, cooked alive in a large body meant for him alone and set to fight wars against merciless enemies-
No, a pinch won't hurt Eren. Akechi keeps his fingers tight against his jaw anyway. Uses that leverage to tilt Eren's head side to side in slight, short movements. As if playing with him. As if seeing what he can get away with and it's always, always more than Akechi would ever allow to happen to himself. There's no limit. He tries to find it anyway.
And as the narrator shifts topics and travels to vast deserts with animals that live in the difficult climates. That survive despite it all -
Akechi rests his fingers against Eren's chin-
Slides them up to his lips, feeling breath and skin along his fingertips and-
Pinches his lower lip with his thumb and forefinger. ♥]
cw: FINGERS IN MOUTH (nsfw icon)
cw: OH BOY nsfw adjacent
Akechi can't pull his eyes away from the show that turns his way - voice dead in his own throat, a narrator droning in the background. Somehow, Eren's breath is louder than all of it.
A tongue urges his fingers forward and Akechi obliges with a slow motion over the front of his teeth. Halfway in, resting on his canines, both fingers spread over his tongue. It's a dare to bite. An attempt to see what happens next.]
cw: nsfw this time idc if they're fully clothed and barely touching
cw: NSFW NSFW!!!!!! ITS A WEIRD ONLY FANS!!!!!
The narrator's voice drones until it fades into a high pitched noise only Akechi can hear. Wet smacks of tongue against flesh, short bursts of another sound that make his head lower until the heat of Eren's breath hits his face.
He doesn't want to make a mess. Doesn't want to clean up. Doesn't want to leave the warmth of this bed to shower from an inevitable shared touch.
But he wants to hear that. Wants to feel that. It's a mocking, cruel tone that leaves his lips next.]
You truly will take anything. Desperation suits you.
[Akechi's wet fingers pull free of Eren's mouth to touch his lips, tilt his chin upwards.
He wants to watch. Wants to test the limits. Wants to see Eren's full expression when his fingers move back into his mouth - forceful, deep, all the way to his back molars and along his tongue. The spread, touch, and move back to rest partway out of his mouth. Shove in again with little warning. ]
You'll pay if you bite me.
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[Not yet, though. Desperation suits him. Akechi is slowly fucking his mouth, and as much as Eren might want his punishment, he doesn't want what's already happening to end. His breath is thin, voice choked back, too soft. He keeps ahold of Akechi's wrist, bobbing his head to take his fingers deeper until he has to breathe through his nose instead. Beneath soft pants, his cock twitches hopelessly. He knows Akechi wouldn't be kind enough.]
cw: JUST DONT EMETO MENTION NOW
Akechi could force his fingers down a throat until Eren pukes up whatever good will remains between them.
It's the thought that excites him. That he could. That Eren would take it. That he might hold a grudge and make his future death agonizing, a fight brutal.
Eren takes him - all of him. Akechi keeps his fingers in, doesn't fight the grip on his wrist. Runs his fingertips along tongue and molar. Keeps his eyes focused on a bobbing throat, wet lips.]
What a sight you are.
[It's a taunt. It's cruel. There's no affection hidden in quiet voice, less in the way his own mouth rests against Eren's ear.]
Keep quiet - if you make any noise, I'll make sure it's your last.
[So easy. It would be so easy. He jerks his hand back, rough and against his teeth and-
Shoves it back with equal force - choking, painful, he's tempted to send his fingertips further every time. It's only the potential mess that stops him. Makes one leg curl around Eren's to trap him in place - his knee rubbing against Eren's groin, unintentional. He isn't kind enough.
His own breath comes out choppy short bursts against Eren's ear. The TV drones. Akechi's fingers don't stop their erratic onslaught and neither do his words. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you a whisper, a chant, louder than the narrator traveling across continents and worlds with them so close together. Akechi wants Eren to only hear him.]
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[He's punished in kind, eyes flying open wide, as his mouth - his throat, nearly - is relentlessly fucked with Akechi's fingers. Of course he gags, of course he chokes, but he keeps himself from spitting Akechi out and making a mess. He doesn't want Akechi to stop for any reason, trying even to make the grinding against his leg as subtle as he can--
[It's useless. Eren gags and sputters and whines and humps at Akechi's leg with full force, hooking their legs together to keep him closer.
[Please, he thinks. If Akechi would just let him come, just not pull away, cruel. Just let me come. His free hand curls anxiously in Akechi's hair, tugging. Please, just let me come.]
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Akechi wonders if a part of his own mind has snapped. The writhing, gagging, choking man breathing, whimpering, moaning against his skin - he can't take it. There's something in him that fundamentally rewrites itself when he's tangled against Eren's body. He wants more. Akechi's own breathing feels heavy, suddenly. He wants to dig fingers into every part of Eren's body until a bruise sticks for good.
They need to be quiet. Have to be quiet. Akechi doesn't want Eren to be quiet.
But he silences him anyway. Akechi's nails scrape against the inside of Eren's cheek as a warning. He pulls back against the grip around his wrist, with fingers grasping his own hair. His wet fingers slide over Eren's damp lips and-
Akechi replaces them with his tongue.
Eren will take what he wants with every grind against Akechi's leg. Akechi will seal that debt with every breath out of Eren's mouth. He wipes his hand against Eren's cheek, as if he's nothing more than a rag to him.
Some organisms thrive on decay spoken in the backdrop of a long forgotten movie, the TV's dull hum only feet away, but sounds like it's across the Machiya at this point. Some organisms thrive on decay and Akechi thinks that might be a pointed attack, as he devours Eren's mouth like a starving man.]
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[Akechi wants it too, and for once, he isn't making Eren fight. Eren groans again, a pitch higher, blissful as he comes, his fingers tangled in Akechi's hair. Warmth spills beneath the layers between them, but Eren only pulls tighter, wraps his legs tighter, whimpers louder--
[He can't hold too tight. He kisses Akechi's lips, because he knows they're about to be ripped away. He loosens his grip...]
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Eren comes - keeps Akechi close and tight against his warm body. Eren comes and starts to let go, as he should. As he knows to do. It's what they do when this situation happens. Pretend it never occurred and move on with their day.
He's tempted to continue - his body wants to. His mind wants to. His lips press against Eren's again and again like he can't stop, but-
It's not what they do and he refuse to reek of the same want that Eren exhibits. He's better than that. Always will be. A moment alone will solve this and he can do that later, after the movie, after he calms down, after it becomes an inconvenience instead of a want.
He lets out a low, steady breath against Eren's cheek and peels himself free from their tangled up grip. It's quiet. So quiet and then-]
We should rewind. [Steady. Calm. Pointed.] We missed vital information.
we can wrap here...abububu
[After that, Akechi is gone. Eren swallows down a lump in his throat, heart racing in his chest, legs rubber. He doesn't know if Akechi will let him get close the same way they were when they started the film. He won't try right away, but...
[If there's any chance at all that he'll allow, Eren will take whatever inch of touch he can get. Keeping his distance feels as impossible as an impermanent death. He'll stay the night if he can.]