[Oh. ... Technically the hosts of the bodies he hurts either aren't consenting or don't truly know what they're getting into, so he... has hurt innocent people? ... He can unpack that later. Or never.]
I guess it's a question that doesn't make sense to most people.
There's someone who tortured me so badly I nearly died. The alien in her brain was the one who did it, really - but she cooperated with them. But there was something about her that I saw myself in her. Saw someone I care about in her, too.
So when she showed up again claiming to be with the resistance I gave her a chance.
... I shouldn't have. She nearly killed us.
But every night I see her there, dragging me between pain and happiness again so hard my brain nearly breaks and I don't know what to do anymore.
[He can't get Taylor out of his head. She's there and he hates her but he doesn't and it's impossible to try to pull out the emotion connected to what happened.]
cw: torture
Or never.]I guess it's a question that doesn't make sense to most people.
There's someone who tortured me so badly I nearly died. The alien in her brain was the one who did it, really - but she cooperated with them. But there was something about her that I saw myself in her. Saw someone I care about in her, too.
So when she showed up again claiming to be with the resistance I gave her a chance.
... I shouldn't have. She nearly killed us.
But every night I see her there, dragging me between pain and happiness again so hard my brain nearly breaks and I don't know what to do anymore.
[He can't get Taylor out of his head. She's there and he hates her but he doesn't and it's impossible to try to pull out the emotion connected to what happened.]
[But he can't go on like this.]