["Billions of lives" is something that Eren Jaeger has been able to compartmentalize for a while now; it's worth mentioning that that's becoming harder to do.

[She's right. 'No one deserves this.'

[He looked peace. He felt peaceful. He felt free, if only for that sweet moment between death and waking.]

There was peace...[He averts his eyes again, that same thoughtful, foreign expression on his face, as if he's still trying to process everything - how couldn't he be?]

More peace than I'd ever known...

[Can he really find it again? He has no idea.]

But I don't deserve that.

[He wants it. He wants it desperately. 'I'm so tired.']

I don't deserve any of this.

['We both know that.']